pjbooks Chapter 185 Su Qingyao will forever be Wen Yu's chain.
Chapter 185 Su Qingyao will forever be Wen Yu's chain.
After dinner, Su Qingyao was carried to bed by Wen Yu, and the two snuggled together against the headboard.
Sunlight streamed through the gaps in the curtains, falling warmly on the overlapping blankets.
Su Qingyao leaned against him, her fingers unconsciously twirling around the hem of his clothes, and began to recount the events of the past three years.
She talked about her experiments, her papers, the SCI papers she published, how she became a PhD, and how she entered the Chinese Academy of Sciences.
How did Li Minhua go from always criticizing her students to becoming their devoted protector?
She talked about Zhang Miaoke's nagging, Lin Ruolan's awakening, Wen Zhaoyue bringing her delicious food every now and then, and Jiang Shubai always hanging around her, begging her to help him pursue Shen Zhixian.
Wen Yu listened quietly, his chin resting on the top of her head, his eyes full of doting and pride.
His baby.
Even if he's not by my side, I will live a better and better life, and become more and more outstanding.
"And you?" Su Qingyao finished speaking, looked up at him, and asked, "How have you been these past three years?"
Wen Yu paused for a moment, then said casually, "I take medicine every day, do psychological intervention, and chat with a psychologist. There's nothing special about it, except that I miss you, I miss you so much."
Su Qingyao looked at him without saying a word.
"real."
He chuckled and nuzzled her face. "It's just about eating, sleeping, and treating illnesses. There's not much to say."
Su Qingyao was still looking at him.
Looked for a long time.
Then she reached out and cupped his face in her hands.
"Wenyu." Her voice was soft, but her eyes were red.
Wen Yu looked at her with deep affection.
"What's wrong, baby?"
"You must be suffering a lot." Su Qingyao gently brushed her thumb along his brow bone. "Right?"
Wen Yu felt as if something had struck his heart hard.
He wanted to say no, to say it's all in the past, to say that as long as you're still waiting for me, nothing is bitter.
But when he met her red eyes, he couldn't utter a single word.
He gently rubbed her palm and soothed her softly.
"It's worth it, baby."
He looked at her, his gaze both gentle and firm.
"I can now control my mind and state of mind, and I will never hurt you again."
Su Qingyao almost burst into tears.
She cupped his face in her hands, leaned in, and kissed him.
"You didn't hurt me," she said in a muffled, nasal voice. "You love me the most."
Wen Yu smiled.
"Yes." He said, enunciating each word clearly, "Wen Yu loves Su Qingyao the most."
Su Qingyao burst into laughter through her tears, and retorted defiantly, "Su Qingyao loves Wen Yu more."
Wen Yu's heart almost melted when he saw her serious expression.
"You're going to argue about this too?"
"Of course," she said matter-of-factly, "I love you much, much, much, much more than you do~"
He even started gesturing with his hands as he spoke.
Wen Yu felt incredibly warm inside. He took her small hand in his large hand and pulled her into his arms, gently patting her back.
fool.
How could there be such a silly baby?
What he didn't tell her was that he had been able to control his bipolar disorder for a year and was no different from a normal person.
He was just too obsessed with the baby.
Even after two years of intervention, he would still go berserk and lose control whenever images of "the baby leaving him" or "her being too close to other men" appeared in his mind.
The doctor said, "Mr. Wen, this is something deeply ingrained in your bones. We can control the symptoms, but we can't control our instincts."
He was silent for a long time.
Thinking of his baby's smiling face, he made a decision.
Stay another year.
During that year, he was hypnotized by doctors and simulated countless times:
Images of the baby leaving him, images of the baby with members of the opposite sex, images of the baby being indifferent to him.
From the initial frenzy, struggle, and awakening from hypnosis, to gradually being able to calmly "see" the entire simulation process.
He got through it all thanks to the thought that his baby loved him.
He was certain time and again that his baby loved him and would never betray him.
As long as this thought remains, he can suppress all madness.
As long as Su Qingyao still loves Wen Yu, he can act like a normal person for her.
He will never repeat Wen Tianyao's tragedy.
Ruan Xinhe will never let her baby become a second victim of suffering.
His mother told him: If you love a flower, you should let it bloom freely in its world, instead of selfishly picking it and trapping it.
He is studying.
He is studying hard.
He's doing better and better.
Babies should bloom freely.
It blooms freely beside Wen Yu.
On the day of their reunion at the banquet, seeing wave after wave of men surrounding his baby, he couldn't help but feel anxious.
A few dark thoughts still surfaced.
But when their eyes meet, there is no one else in the baby's beautiful eyes.
Only him.
All the restlessness vanished in that instant.
Wen Yu lowered his head and looked at the person in his arms. Su Qingyao moved lazily in his arms.
He smiled, tightened his arms, and held her even closer.
"Baby."
"Um?"
Her voice was already slurred; she was exhausted from being tormented by him these past few days.
Wen Yu lowered his head and placed a kiss on the top of her head.
"I will always be a normal person to you."
The person in my arms didn't respond; their breathing had become long and even.
Wen Yu smiled slightly.
Su Qingyao will always be Wen Yu's chain.
He can do anything as long as she's there.
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Su Qingyao slept for a whole day and night.
With Wen Yu's masterful massage techniques, my sore back finally returned to normal, and I was completely rejuvenated.
She was dressed neatly and came out of the bedroom when she saw Wen Yu standing in front of the dressing mirror, holding several coats in his hand, looking at himself from left to right in the mirror with an extremely solemn expression.
Su Qingyao leaned against the door frame, watching him pick up the fifth set of clothes and hold them up against himself, and finally couldn't help but laugh out loud.
"Baby Yu Yu".
Wen Yu turned to look at her, still holding a dark gray suit jacket in his hand.
"You've changed your clothes five times already."
Su Qingyao walked over, took the suit from his hand, and hung it back in the closet. "Your future mother-in-law is very kind, don't be nervous."
Wen Yu looked at himself in the mirror, wearing a white shirt, and still felt unsatisfied.
"How about we change into that dark blue one?" he frowned. "It'll look more sophisticated."
"You've already tried dark blue, this is the third one."
"And this gray one—"
"I tried the second set."
Wen Yu fell silent.
Two seconds later, he reached for another item.
Su Qingyao reacted quickly, grabbing his wrist and dragging him toward the door.
"That's enough, that's enough!"
Wen Yu stumbled a couple of steps as she pulled him along, still looking back at the wardrobe, "But I haven't tried on that striped one yet—"
"Super cool!"
Su Qingyao didn't turn her head, but pulled him out.
"Why wear a suit jacket in the middle of summer? Isn't it hot? Just wear this white shirt with my green skirt, we're a perfect match!"
Wen Yu turned his head to look at her.
She wore a dark green dress today, which made her skin look fair and her waist slender. Her hair was casually draped over her shoulders, making her look as beautiful as a fairy.
It really goes well with his white shirt.
His lips unconsciously curved into a smile.
"Really, baby?"
Su Qingyao turned around and glared at him. "My mom will be very happy with you."
She said, slowly and deliberately, "If you keep changing it, we'll be late, and that's when she'll really be dissatisfied."
Wen Yu quickly quickened his pace, grabbed her hand in return, and their fingers intertwined.
"Let's go," he said, a hint of nervousness in his voice, "to see my mother-in-law."
Su Qingyao was absolutely charmed by his feigned composure.
He could calmly take a slap from her at a banquet with hundreds of people, but now, when he goes to see his mother, he's as nervous as a high school student on his first date.
How could Wenyu be so adorable?